i had a creative epiphany to make this just now while cleaning out my iphone photos… i was having fun with my super cool iphone app that takes multiple shots at once last time i was with jes and edited it into this.

hope she likes it<3 :B

so this is the black wall. the purple side hasn’t been finished yet – no sneak peeks!
this has a short wall in the back like 5/6 feet wide and goes a little longer to the right of the picture where you can’t see.

i love it. it doesn’t make my apartment feel smaller either, which is what i was afraid of.
even my landlord liked it

thanks again jes and rob for all of your help! (GO BUY SHIRTS FROM THEM!!!!!! – they are two creatively brilliant minded friends of mine<3)

ALMOST THERE!

according to my website statistics, i get the MAAAADDDDDDD hits on wednesdays and sundays.

aren’t those considered “boring” days?
le sigh.

unproductive week, thank god. lots of chilling will commence.
must. prime. my. apartment.

thursday COME OUT FOR AN ILL BANGER EVENING NYC! it’s my lovie doo jes’s birthday (we celebratin’ toughlovenyc! stylez<3)

that is all. i will now put on my pj’s and hop into bed.

sorry about the lack of posts… i get blocked sometimes. life has had some twists and turns in the last two weeks that have left me feeling loopy… i’ve become disappointed, excited, annoyed, nervous, confident… all mixed up, don’t know what to do.

friday night i had an escape from it all… i went to go see the bouncing souls at webster hall (left). i went with steve and a few of his friends that i’ve been acquainted with before (on more than one occasion-they’re just more his friends than mine…). so we had some drinks, caught a buzz and went into the crowd… the set list was okay, no great songs they never play though, but i danced my little ass off and had a lot of fun. one of the better shows i’ve been to in the last two years, i must say.

on saturday afternoon, jen brought her little dog jackson over to meet oscar but oscar wasn’t havin’ it… the attempts were cute though… we made an exquisite, “adult” salad (as jen puts it, lol) and she read my tarot cards… which were kinda on the money. the reading (of course referring to my love life, lol) made me cry, and also gave me positive vibes… at night my friend matt was showcased at a gallery in williamsburg and i went down there to support/enjoy. i met up with jes and her main squeeze KA and my boy george also rolled through… we did a walk-through, chatted it up outside and got our drink on until everyone departed because of the lack of booze at the gallery… so we all went to some bar near where we were and hung out for a bit. george left and we went to hope lounge which SUCKED. the music was horrible and it was filled with vinny mozzarella’s (lol) so we went to the diner and got our eat on.

sunday was supposed to consist of: rox, missy, jen, booze, sun and girl talk… but in actuality, it wound up being: jen, jackie, drizzle, booze, and san loco instead… which turned out to be a fabulous time!<3 …my lazy ass got up way too late to make a free show to see girl talk in the hip(w)-burg (barf!) – so we wound up chillin’ instead… jen slept over and we had a temporary tattoo, bed cuddling, fun time – so all in all, a fun weekend – woo!

…the day that jen and i have been IMPATIENTLY waiting for has finally arrived. oh yes. drum roll please…

hellllll yes! (no, i’m not kidding!!!) haha, i find it so funny i actually found another person in their 20’s that loves degrassi as much as me<3 i could only force my ex's to watch it with me before that... give it a whirl if you never have! ...shit gets deep. a friday night sleepover - what fun! i feel like a teenager again, lol! friday night, degrassi, pajama's, popcorn, (hopefully BEER and/or malibu/juice), PUFFY PILLOW SHARING CUDDLE SESHHHH! okay, i'll stop.

my favorite little inspiration in the world came over tonight ja-ja-ja-JESS!<3! i really love seeing her... we give each other such good ideas about so many things... talks, laughs, brain stormin', and we gave her website a bit of a face lift tonight... she recently put out her "classy criminals" > black on white tshirt – better get one before they’re gone!

i’m too EXHAUSTED to post anymore, i need to lay down. zzz.
gnite gnite gnite!

i find it somewhat humorous, and somewhat annoying that people that seem to succeed by copying off of other people to get there…

humorous because they’re loser asses can’t originate any ideas on their own, and annoying because the people that actually have talent go unnoticed.  i honestly don’t know how some people actually feel confident about themselves.  i’d go to bed and wake up feeling like an asshole if i were just copying off of others everyday.

example: my homegirl jes started making t-shirts…  came up with a cool idea called “classy criminals” (top two shirts) – now fine, i get that she used the chanel logo – but do you see how she took it and made something brilliant from it? it’s got a story behind it, a clear idea… my issue brought up into example… this store ran with it.

now how does one feel everyday knowing they do that?

the line between flattery, inspiration and straight up jocking seems to be very vague to some people…  and it’s.quite.irritating

“everyone does it”…  that’s an easy excuse.  no, not everyone does.  a large majority of people do, and it’s just the people that can’t conjure up ideas on their own… and no, it’s not okay.

it’ll never stop, i get that.  but a big F@#! YOU to anyone that does do it.
because you know you’re doing it, that’s shitty, and it makes you a loser (and you know it).
karma always catches up.

i don’t think i push my homie enough, and i don’t think i’ve ever done it here…

one of the best things to come out of myspace is my friendship i started up with jes… from the moment we sat down in her apartment and started running our creative ideas off of each other, we’ve been quite a creative duo.  i built her website for her finally after like two years of us going back and forth about it, and i’m so happy that she’s benefiting from her ideas.  she’s such an INSPIRATION…  full of ORIGINAL ideas, and we make each others light bulbs turn on.  lol.  that’s why i appreciate having her in mi vida loca so much<3 xoxo

so if you don’t know about them j-hearts – go to http://www.toughlovenyc.com/ right now.  read the blog and comment!!!!, buy shirts (whoaaa! fyi: i helped co-design the “my mood is real rude” shirt! bonkers!), and most importantly – - – stay tuned!!!

jes is one talented little lady, and if you don’t already know who she is – get with it.

i’m wearing the “classy criminals” shirt in the pic below. it’ll be debuting again this month!
KEEP YO EYES PEELED!