it’s these stupid little things in life honestly just really make me happy…

i couldn’t find one of these little pins for a while, luckily i found someone who got crafty!

rangers vs. the devils

3-0 in the 2nd

this game is currently fantastic.

fighting, scoring, MARTY CHANTS…
best best best!

now all we need is a shutout for lundqvist<3

my poor rangers have been le sucking for a bit, my poor dubes has been out because of his broken hand… (that’s gotta be all the reason!) but whatever, true blue baby. i’m still stickin’ around…

glassjaw played at nassau coliseum (BARF! – home of the islanders)

a) long island kids are the worst &&& b) FUCK the islanders

i took this picture in the bathroom FILLED WITH ISLANDERS COLOURS – i expressed how uncomfortable i felt about it via my face, lol. (not such a flattering picture, i look so fat – haha)

oh yeah, glassjaw was good. quick set… quite brilliant.<3 watched my little stud muffin jump around like a nut, ugh i wanna eat him up haha :x

so i went over to erica’s tonight to watch the rangers vs. islanders game, and there was this tiny asian girl running around the house. this was quite perplexing, seeing as that there are three colombian people living in the house, but it turned out to be erica’s cousin ben’s friend’s kid.

first thing she does is look at me and goes “WHO ARE YOU?”. i’m like ??? WHO ARE YOU??? lol. and so i sit down to eat and she starts walking underneath the eat in kitchen bar thing and starts tickling my feet and then my back. i’m like dude, who are you? HOW OLD ARE YOU? lol… i needed details.

she was four, and her name was faith.

she told me that my pasta was gross and she kept tickling my sides and then started scratching my back and then ran away into bens room… a few minutes later she comes back and asks me “why is your hair orange?”. she said her daddy didn’t like it, and that i’m the “crazy” girl… so i called erica’s cousin ben out to the kitchen to explain how little children work. if they hear something, the repeat it. he kinda laughed and tried to explain why he said it.

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i had a lovely weekend

spent a lot of time with erica – actually a lot of the last week was spent with her. i want to get in as much time as i can while i’m still living over here… we had dinner together, hung out at the house because the weather was shit… got drunk. then i wobbled over to the knights to see my love jennifer<333 we drank, had some laughs, went across to the diner and had a romantic late night snack<3 and then we went home... (after waiting an hour for our cabs - worst!)

saturday i slept in and then george asked me if i wanted to go out with him to some bar and it wound up being his brothers birthday. soooo i met his brother (and his fiancé) for the first time at a german restaurant/bar in long island city. it was a lot of fun, they were both super nice we watched the ranger game (it was the first game against scott gomez<3 ugh. anddd the rangers lost, meh.) and then we left after a while... cuddlefest! best!<3 </CORNBALL>

george dropped me off this afternoon and erica and i picked right back up where we left off, chowing down @ cinco de mayo (shocker) drunk&sober by 7PM. we watched the yankee/angels game and then we went shopping and here i sit typing this. when i should have hair dye on my head.

will do that now.

stillllllll can’t find my purple haze dye feck.

it’s 1AM… i wanted to be in bed sleeping already but of course i got caught up in some other stuff tonight.

went to erica’s, watched the game. the rangers lost (boo).

went to get food @ casci’s… ran into so many people<3
went to the bar to see my dad (KK!), watched the yankees lose (yay).
got loose, went home.

i just wanted to see my fafi tonight, and i couldn’t.
it’s so frustrating when you just want to see someone and you can’t.
i just want to spoon him all night. (lol)

i kinda want to throw a fit, lol.

i want to stay home tomorrow.
i want to veg out, watch tv, sleep in, do nothing.
(damn work getting in the way)

i don’t even know what i’m doing this weekend. i can’t remember if i made any plans or not.

i just want to move into my new place and get settled. living out of two bags and the shit in my dresser is making me nutso.

i’m going to bed.

friday night consisted offffffff:
my darling jennifer, frankie and a few of his friends, and ilya hangin’ out at our apartment… made some super tasty red wine sangria with the lovely taylor mmm… cut a flap off of the tip of one my friggin’ fingers, eep. got inebriated and cuddled with my lovies…

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a) my sisters father is dying (yeah, we have different dads) – he was in my life from when i was a baby until i was like five/six…  i looked at him as my father.  apparently his lungs/heart are failing and he’s in a wheelchair, weighing 115 lbs.
b) the rangers lost and are out of the playoffs.  their season is over.

totally not comparable, i understand that.
but never the less, they both made me cry tonight.

you talented mother fucker…  this is why i love you.<3333
(click here, and fast forward to 2:30 – what?????!!!!! …BEST!)

may 1st is just ’round the corner!!! – so i got a lot of shit packed, my walls are looking mighty bare, and it’s so weird.  i hate it.  it’s freaking me out.  i won’t live here anymore…  ever again.  not with mommy either.  not that it’s cut the cord type shit around here, most of the time we can just live together without pissing each other off, and i just love her.  i kinda find it funny/ironic that the apartment we lived in together when it was just me and her when i was a weee little stu (1-4 yrs old),  before sarah was born is directly around the corner from this apartment i’m typing from right now…  and now i’m leaving her from here…

predestined paths.

(i believe in life magic, lol)

there are little white dots all over the walls from where i had stuff taped up, my monster collage walls…  still nowhere near as bad as my old house, but enough…

…i’m gonna miss my little mid-urb neighborhood…  i realized that last night when i was getting home from work.  i had to leave early because of ridiculously horrible cramps, and wound up being back here while it was still light out.  and quite warm.  – i love spring time so much.  and it looks so pretty around here – all the big/little houses with such character (especially the tudors! – fave!) – flowers and trees…  not buildings and hustle/bustle…  well not too much of it anyways, especially on my side streets…

in fact walking home during spring/summer and fall nights from bell is one of my favorite things in the world.  once the warm weather hits, i live for it.  good exercise and it clears the head…  so this weekend, i gotta fit it in before i won’t be around all the time.  especially to sleep here…  although i’m sure i’ll be here for many drunken nights that i’ll end up crashing on the couch…  haha i’m acting like i’m gonna be in another state or country…  but brooklyn – especially where i’m going to be – is kinda far.  especially when you don’t drive.  and now i REALLY don’t have the need to, lol.  and i think it’s gonna be a way different crowd than around here.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.
i’ve got a closet the size of  a small bedroom and a red haired italian boy to get tattoo’d with often!

so…  in other news.  the rangers won tonight (snoozefest, i know – but it’s the playoffs! – GO LUNDQVIST! GO DUBEY!<333) anddd i finally got my rosary ring that i had ordered… one size too big – so it’s on my middle finger instead of my ring finger…
(note to self: SIZE 5 ring finger.)

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iiiiiiiiii can’t believe tomorrow is friday already, my week has flown by!  and thank god, because i’m exhausted.  can’t wait to attempt this whole “sleeping in” thing, again.

so this week.  what’d i do?

tonight i went to erica’s.  i always get there by means of the LIRR.  i feel like such a freak on the LIRR.  everyone’s coming home from their hard day at work in their suits, all playing with their mobile devices – calling their wives or husbands, sipping their vodka or beers, getting ready for their ride to their comfy long island homes…  and they all seem to stare at the weird girl with the multi-colour hair and nose ring…  so i usually put the nose ring up inside so it’s not visible…  but i still get all those ??? looks from the old men and women…  or the young guys my age who seem to simply be on a different path in life, whatever.  i don’t know why it even bothers me…  i’m more of a lovely human being than the people with their shit together it seems…

for example…  yesterday on the LIRR…

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so here’s the purple hair that i worked so hard to get on friday… stupid bleaching… dying… blah.

i’m blogging in the middle of  a ranger game, what a dumb idea.  i’m very distracted and have nothing to say because of it.  haha, so unfocused.

oh i’ll update later…

yes, yesssssssssssssss – come to me dubey…<3

i went with frankie to get it, his cousin (bert krak) does tattoo’s for a spot near my house – and @ smith street tattoo a couple of days a week…  i love it, i’ve been meaning to get a 4 leaf clover since my sister did a few years ago – and going to that dropkick show a few weeks ago, got me fiending too – there were celtic tattoos and shamrock tattoo’s EVERYWHERE.  (drool!)

apparently, it was bert’s 3rd shamrock tattoo in three consecutive days.  so hopefully it’s super lucky! (third time’s a charm he said)

not too exciting, went to work…  i haven’t gone out for st. patty’s and celebrated in over 2 years…  but maybe that’s a good thing.  people looked like morons stumbling all throughout penn station at 6:30 pm…

…although i tweeted about it already, i’ll blabber on here about how earlier in the afternoon, i saw jason schwartzman in the health food market thing by my job… (the overpriced organic store) – and i honestly just thought he was someone i knew, so i gave him exactly that look.. and 2 seconds later it hit me… who he was and that he must have thought i was going to maul him in hopes of some sort of contact – he had that “i’ve been spotted” face on, and shuffled into an aisle to hide – boo that. apparently he lives in dumbo…  but i’ve never seen him around…  i’ve only seen jermaine dupri, denis leary, a gossip girl and spike lee… (that rude DICK.)

tonight i went home to erica, we had dinner and watched a nutso ranger game. (yes, we won.)
i’ll spare you all the nail biting details. go look up the highlights if you care…  it was INSANE!

i’m sitting here dying my bangs, bored…  looking forward to tomorrow’s weather…  i keep saying i should have taken off tomorrow but i didn’t even go out tonight, i’m lame.  would have been a wasted day off… bell blvd. looked annoyingly packed and rowdy, so maybe it was for the best.

so i’ve been consistent with this whole blogging thing in the past few months, so i feel the need to constantly do it.  but right now, i’m exhausted and i have nothing to talk about and feel totally boring, lol…  so i’m gonna go wash this shit out of my hair and go shower.

aren’t these lovely? i bought them both this weekend.
along with a new bikini, a new bag, a new jacket, a shit load of new iron-on letters, two more necklaces (almost forgot about the tigerrrr).

i am scared to even think about what getting to work tomorrow is going to be like in this snow…  i’m going to have to wake up like a half an hour earlier than normal to attempt getting there on time…

SO the weekend…

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i’m still waiting on my tax refund, it’s been like 2 weeks – wtf.
i want it, save some/spend some.  shit wound up being hefty this year, can’t wait.

bought 4 tickets to see the bouncing souls on may 10th today – PSYCHED.
hope the show is good…  my birthday kinda let me down…

just realized that i got my gj chest tattoo a year ago…
need more ink.  stat.

it’s already friday tomorrow.  this is good.
march is approaching.  i love it.  SPRING IS ON THE WAY.
apparently it’s going to be 56 degrees tomorrow.  NICE.

st. patty’s day soon – one year ago – full of dramaaaa!  (not my fault, some girl was in LOVE with erica – and tried to steal her away – prevented me from seeing her that night…  worst.)  tried to hunt her down and instead got to sit around and watch my cousin put blow up her schnoz in a bar bathroom, yack.

rangers lost, again.  worst.
it’s only the new coach’s second day, i’ll give him another two before i start really bitching…

i just wanna go to sleep.  sorry this blog was boring – it’s how i feel… blah.
nothing exciting… full of complaints and personal let down’s…

STILL didn’t do the laundry, lol…  sunday.  DEFINITELY sunday.

i am suuuuuuper comfy here on erica’s couch… watching this shitty ranger game… super warm, full… don’t want to leave.

i’m posting from my ipod,trying to get used to the keyboard so that i can text okay once i get my iPhone… lovvvve this wordpress plugin

went shopping today, got fabulous things… haha okay i can’t type on this thing anymore!

i used to say that if i ever won the lotto, or “when i’d make my first million” i’d hunt one of these down…
…but mark my words, i ever lay my eyes on one of these…
it WILL be mine.

in other “oh hell yes” news…

i was walking around without a jacket today during lunch time…
the weather was GORGEOUS!!!  i can’t wait til may.

what else?  OOOOOH!
the rangers (finally!) won tonight. (5-4) – it ended in a sick shoot out.
within five minutes of being there, ORR was fighting…  then very shortly after – voros was fighting.

i’m sure nobody gives a shit about hockey that reads my blog, lol.  sorry.
just super excited because we’ve been playing so shitty recently.

why can’t i ever fall asleep at a normal hour?

man, i love blog posts with images in them.
they make me seem less boring than i actually am.

i love monday nights that consist of me, gingerale, my bed, my ipod+wifi and a ranger game.

so relaxing.

i broke the spell, lol.

woo!

hell yes i was 6 rows to the right of lundqvist.
SOOOOOOOOOOO amazing to see this in front of you.
i never want to watch another ranger game on tv again.
and yes, we won.

and they played OLE! by the bouncing souls!!! 
i got super excited and no one knew what i was talking about, but HELLOOOOO that’s my favorite band ever and i didn’t know they played it during games! they usually have that bootleg version @ mets games for reyes…   this was the real deal.

zzzzzzzzzzz, lol.

i’m gonna see you up close and personal!
(although i don’t really care because you’re not cute like scott gomez, but whatever)

tonight i’m going to my first ranger game with erica