(you asked for more pics of us on here ms madden<333 – be glad i didn’t put the dress/jeans picture up LOLLLL)

we froze our asses off, boston market’d it up, got boozey, watched movies, got crafty, lots of laughing – god i needed that. ’twas wonderful

she slept over saturday night and then last night too – we hooked up with my former (steve!) and went over to mr thomas phenomas’s for a farewell party… he moved to vegas this morning.

quite a relaxing weekend

it could have turned into who knows what, had i gone out to where I was initially invited…

i can’t wait til jen and i can hang out for more than a couple of hours. my move back to queens has really thrown off our schedule of love, lol. it was nice having her stay with me at least once a week… we have a ton of fun. and she’s one of the only people that’ll watch degrassi with me

aww i miss her already

i’m doing well today, finally.
i haven’t felt this stress-free in a month. i don’t know why, not much has changed…
i guess just doing that thing where i ignore things, so they can’t hurt me is helping…
i’ve put them in the back of my little head, so i don’t have to face them.
it’s just easier this way.

“the time it takes, the time it takes to let go.”
- thursday.

spent a lot of time with erica – actually a lot of the last week was spent with her. i want to get in as much time as i can while i’m still living over here… we had dinner together, hung out at the house because the weather was shit… got drunk. then i wobbled over to the knights to see my love jennifer<333 we drank, had some laughs, went across to the diner and had a romantic late night snack<3 and then we went home... (after waiting an hour for our cabs - worst!)

saturday i slept in and then george asked me if i wanted to go out with him to some bar and it wound up being his brothers birthday. soooo i met his brother (and his fiancé) for the first time at a german restaurant/bar in long island city. it was a lot of fun, they were both super nice we watched the ranger game (it was the first game against scott gomez<3 ugh. anddd the rangers lost, meh.) and then we left after a while... cuddlefest! best!<3 </CORNBALL>

george dropped me off this afternoon and erica and i picked right back up where we left off, chowing down @ cinco de mayo (shocker) drunk&sober by 7PM. we watched the yankee/angels game and then we went shopping and here i sit typing this. when i should have hair dye on my head.

will do that now.

stillllllll can’t find my purple haze dye feck.

although i've been complaining and dread my commute every morning, i'm so glad to be here. at this point, i was itching to leave my apartment. i am going to miss it, it was such a nice place, my room/closet were so big (ugh) but i felt so weird being there last month. not even going to get into it, i just can't believe it ended up where it did... can't believe wehe lost touch. whatever. lesson learned, moving along.

all i’ve unpacked (and plan on unpacking) was my clothing. i setup my tv and my computer. that’s it… keeping everything altogether so the next move in a month is easy as pie.

it feels really good to be back here, but strange too. i guess it won’t feel good until i start seeing my friends, i’m sure then i’ll feel back at home… temporarily.

crap, i already miss jen&&&jess sleepovers.
can’t wait til ridgewood sleepovers!

(haha wtf? “time of your life” by green day just came on. really? – how sort of appropriate!)

i kinda feel lost since i’m all packed up. i’m pms’ing and everything has been bothering me… oh the joys of being a woman… i can’t wait until november. new apartment, autumn in FULL effect, glassjaw, thanksgiving (hopefully upstate)… i dunno… hopefully all good things. type, delete. le sigh.

all i wanted to do was come home and watch “the rules of attraction” but the damn dvd is packed away. i should still give a peek, since the bin isn’t closed where all of my movies are… i think i’m going to end up going sleep sooner than i think though.

i can’t believe i have to uproot myself again. at least i’m going back to queens. sure, there may be other parts of brooklyn i could be happier in, but it really doesn’t matter… queens is where my family and friends are. and i’m glad i’m going back. not back to the burbs, but close enough to everyone that matters.

if anything, brooklyn heights will someday sway me back. otherwise…

bk isolation – over and out.<3

thanks jen & ilya for making my brooklyn experience so much fun<333

i had such good peoples roll through… and i love the fact that people from different parts of my life were around each other. it’s always kind of surreal to see that going on… it didn’t get too crazy and we had such a good time.

in addition to amazing company of course, i got a bunch of great gifts… aside from extremely useful gift cards and lots of booze, i got a judge judy dvd from jen (BEST!) and george got me A SELTZER MAKER!!!!!! …turns out that george and i both bought each other beverage gifts for each others birthdays… ??? lol

i just realized i took no pictures of this event… worst.

today i spent the day with jen – we went to roll and roaster, had some corn fritters and chilled out at her house all day. brooklyn adventures! we watched a movie called “thumbsucker”, bridezillas and the new curb your enthusiasm premiered tonight… good stuff. lots of laughs<3

now i just want to run a hot bath and relax… back to work tomorrow

friday: movie night with my lovie<3 a mi casa...

saturday: went to the jersey shore (long branch) for my cousin kim’s wedding… it took place on the beach at a resort… it was kind of surreal, when i looked around at the hotel behind me and the boarwalk area, it screamed CANCUN! until i looked towards the beach and saw dirty jersey water… lol. bleh. it turned out to be a lot of fun, but super tiring since we were dancing in sand all night…

(L>R) this is my moms sister/my aunt edie’s family… my cousin marie (a week younger than me/my other half in life), kim, uncle ed, aunt edie and katy. ed is actually kim’s step father, my aunt remarried in the early 80′s.

i didn’t have my camera, just my iphone… so i’m depending on others to send me NICE pictures, but here: my sister was attempting taking a pic of the three of us (that’s her boyfriend) and after three pretty try’s, instead i just made this face… AINT I PURRRRDY? lol

the night ended with these fireworks shooting off, super pretty!
…wound up sleeping at my mom’s house, it felt weird… haven’t slept there in months.

sunday: spent time with mom, went to dinner with erica @ cinco de mayo’s – got a tad inebriated!, hung out with jen at the knights and then went home with george – watched wall-e<3

monday: cuddled, got some coffee, totally RELAXED, BSG nerded out, walked around the hood, and stuffed myself with empenada’s con mi amor… so perfect on our day off

friday night i had an escape from it all… i went to go see the bouncing souls at webster hall (left). i went with steve and a few of his friends that i’ve been acquainted with before (on more than one occasion-they’re just more his friends than mine…). so we had some drinks, caught a buzz and went into the crowd… the set list was okay, no great songs they never play though, but i danced my little ass off and had a lot of fun. one of the better shows i’ve been to in the last two years, i must say.

on saturday afternoon, jen brought her little dog jackson over to meet oscar but oscar wasn’t havin’ it… the attempts were cute though… we made an exquisite, “adult” salad (as jen puts it, lol) and she read my tarot cards… which were kinda on the money. the reading (of course referring to my love life, lol) made me cry, and also gave me positive vibes… at night my friend matt was showcased at a gallery in williamsburg and i went down there to support/enjoy. i met up with jes and her main squeeze KA and my boy george also rolled through… we did a walk-through, chatted it up outside and got our drink on until everyone departed because of the lack of booze at the gallery… so we all went to some bar near where we were and hung out for a bit. george left and we went to hope lounge which SUCKED. the music was horrible and it was filled with vinny mozzarella’s (lol) so we went to the diner and got our eat on.

sunday was supposed to consist of: rox, missy, jen, booze, sun and girl talk… but in actuality, it wound up being: jen, jackie, drizzle, booze, and san loco instead… which turned out to be a fabulous time!<3 …my lazy ass got up way too late to make a free show to see girl talk in the hip(w)-burg (barf!) – so we wound up chillin’ instead… jen slept over and we had a temporary tattoo, bed cuddling, fun time – so all in all, a fun weekend – woo!

…this is what we do at 2 in the morning some nights.