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a. the white iphone – i held onto my stupid 3G for as long as i could because i’m not a frivolous spender and i’m a huge believer of “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it”.  buttttttttttt… it broke, lol.  it started freezing up on me at random times and i couldn’t even hard reset or shut the damn thing off.  and everything was running slow as shit, so i upgraded this weekend.
b. sean avery (naked) – (more info) he’s one of my favorite rangers. i constantly get shit for it, but whatever. as much as i am a #16 on the ice fan, he’s also vurrrry hot. so when i saw that it was available on a shirt, you bet your bottom i was grabbing one… #UNF.
c. face to face/strung out – two of my favorite 90′s pop punk bands together. i can’t even describe the joy that wednesday night will be. i have never seen strung out AND i didn’t even know they were playing with face to face until i went to purchase the tickets. i can’t even contain myself.
d. the bouncing souls – steve and i bought tickets to the souls shows this summer. they’re playing four nights in a row, but we bought for two nights. my favorite live souls album is “…my summer vacation” – it’s so much fun live, so we got tickets to that night and for the hopeless romantic/self titled night.
e. TOMS – i always wanted to buy myself a pair of these shoes, but i never knew how they fit, so i never ordered them online… (go a half-size up #FYI) so when i was in utah, i was on a hunt for them and i finally got them. even though they’re flat, they’re super comfy and never hurt my feet.  i also have small, wide feet, so they’re perfect for me. they’re very versatile style-wise, which i love. they’re not super casual looking, so i can get away wearing them out at night.
f. deep conditioning pantene for curly hair – my hair is curly, heavy, thick and unruly. i’m always on the look out for new products to try to tame this mane, and i stumbled upon this on sale at the store…  i’ve only been using it for a week, but i have noticed that my curls are tighter.  i always air-dry my hair, and it’s usually all bunched up tight on my head into clips while it’s drying.  my hair is so heavy, that if i don’t do that at the roots, my hair just gets weighed down. and all blah – like the curls will just start halfway down my head, it’s weird. and this is happening a lot more because i’m letting my hair grow out long again.
g. octopus clips – my hair breaks hair clips… not even shitting you.  i’ve broken three of my favorite clips in the last two months, and (of course) they stopped making the clips that i use…  i’ve been on the hunt for new ones. not too large/long and not too small.  ones with the rubber grips are the best. so i bought this octopus jammies, and they are awesome.  they hold my hair, and a great deal of it, without a hitch.

lol, i tried

anyways, i decided to straighten my hair tonight and remembered that my sister gave me a shit ton of hair stuff for straight hair recently.  most of being “got2b” products…  on a side note, i really love their stuff.  i’ve been using a lot of their products for years.  i love their gel and their pomade, so whatever – i decided to use whatever my sister had given me for the straight hair…  i used this “guardian angel” heat protecting spray and as soon as i started spraying my damp hair i was instantly excited!  it smells like my faaaaaaaaaaaaavorite smelling hair shampoo/conditioner line from the 90′s (revlon’s “outrageous” line #UNF)

i lovedddddddddd that smell so much growing up.  i used it a lot in junior high school days.  …i thought they had discontinued it, but when i googled it, it came up with results in a newly shaped bottle.

anyways, i figured i’d share in case anyone loved it as much as i did. 

i don’t remember doing it, but i ended up having my small, white mirror (that i actually own) that i use to check out the back of my head and i wound up in a small bathroom that i’ve never seen before…  the light was on already, so i don’t remember flipping it as being another lucid element…  there were hooks across from the main mirror, above the toilet and i was trying to put the mirror on one of them so that i could use both hands for my hair.  every time i tried to put the mirror on a hook, it straightened out.  i kept seeing part of my face/forehead and the back of my head at the line where i parted it.  finally i got the mirror sturdy enough so that i could work hands free and i think i was about to, or did look right into the little mirror and i instantly woke up.

SOOOOO CLOSEEEEEEEEEEE to controlllllll.

side note: hair in a dream – interpretation:
To dream that you are combing, stroking or styling your hair, suggests that you are taking on and evaluating a new idea, concept, outlook, or way of thinking. You may be putting your thoughts in order and getting your facts straight. A more literal interpretation suggests your concerns about your self-image and appearance.

i’ll trade you tutorial on fishtail braids – i mastered them shits when i was 11! o.O

peeze?
any takers?

i’m blogging in the middle of  a ranger game, what a dumb idea.  i’m very distracted and have nothing to say because of it.  haha, so unfocused.

oh i’ll update later…

yes, yesssssssssssssss – come to me dubey…<3

i went with frankie to get it, his cousin (bert krak) does tattoo’s for a spot near my house – and @ smith street tattoo a couple of days a week…  i love it, i’ve been meaning to get a 4 leaf clover since my sister did a few years ago – and going to that dropkick show a few weeks ago, got me fiending too – there were celtic tattoos and shamrock tattoo’s EVERYWHERE.  (drool!)

apparently, it was bert’s 3rd shamrock tattoo in three consecutive days.  so hopefully it’s super lucky! (third time’s a charm he said)

my everyday, and things today…

my everyday:

(we’re the corner office with the windows open!)

my today.

woke up with my head in my hands again, just trying to face another commute.
tried to let oscar in, he was being a weirdo – so i kept him outside.

put my bangs up/back because they’re JUSTTTTTT long enough for a poof and the wind tore that shit right down, lol.  even hair sprayed to shit, they lasted about 5 minutes outside my door.

WORST!

was working on another religious website again, pretty much all day.  the case i have is 72 pages of coding to do.  god is going to punish me for finding entertainment in the pictures of deceased nuns.  (no they don’t show them deceased, it’s a memorial page…  lol.)  some are ADORABLE, and some are scary and/or funny…  i’ve gotta find humor in everything…

at lunch, i was walking with the wind (and shawn) and it made me run.  i was just moving enough to walk and i flew ahead of him.  the wind is no joke down by the brooklyn bridge between the buildings…  i mean, i know the wind was bad everywhere, but had i jumped while walk/running…  i may have blown away and perished, lol.

long ass commute home.
as i hopped on the F train, some teenage girl and her mom were sitting down and she looked at me and gasped and said “oh my god, that’s so hot!” and smiled at me…   i’m guessing she was referring to my septum.   the mother instantly looked at her like “yeah, right”.  i smiled and put on my ipod…

i’m finally home, and  it feels good.

i’m going to take out the garbage for my mom, and hop in the shower.
i can’t wait to stand under the hotttttt water for like ten minutes.
let is just wash my cares away.

then i’m going to watch dream a little dream, and hopefully fall asleep.

HE i.m.’d me and called me to hang out tomorrow…  who knows if it’ll even happen, or what will happen.  what will it be?  or will it be weird?  i hope not.  i don’t know what i hope for.

i wish the other one was around :(  worst.
twatever.

whatever, someone good will come along when the time is right.  for now, i guess i’ll have to just try my hardest not to care emotionally about anyone;  stay numb.  but that’s just not like me.

but i need some booty.

oh, life.

laundry – i have a huge bag full.
(since my washing machine is STILL broken, i’m going to the laundromat – and it sucks.)

my hair – needs to be dyed. TONIGHT.
missy’s all booked up tonight, ally’s M.I.A., i wanna ask jennifunkayyy but i think she’s bartending…  and vezza’s phone is out of service?
guess i’m gonna have to bleach/dye myself. – scurry! lol

have to find some zippers for an idea i have for clothing…
gonna make myself millions, lol :X  or maybe not…
then i have to sew some shit up.

gotta hit target.
gotta clean my room.

i got no time!