• i ignored midnight and rang it in beavis and butthead styles with a vain, sexy azn…
• saw glassjaw play on new years day with kristen & her man and greek steve & co. (ran into SMH, john&tommy<3)
• almost pounded a girls face in at gj for running her mouth to me about her boyfriend being lame (and me calling him out on it…)
• managed to probably fuck up my good karma by already being a killer of multiple people in my thoughts (…5 days in?!)
• eye fucked beardo, really hard, on my first day back to work in the elevator. (#RAWRRRRRRR)
• decided i REALLY really need to go get my PMA tattoo within the next week.

an r&b and hip-hop head, an alternative/grunge and punk lover, a beavis & butthead (and daria) addict, a tommy hil and nautica consumer, a huge advocate of handball and public nyc parks, a rocker of a black bugaboo columbia jacket, a drinker of the finest st. ides special brew and liquors around all by 14, a super nintendo gamer nerd, a misfits addict, a graphic designer, a web designer, a super-sneaker-out-of-the-houser, a great kisser, a roamer of queens in general, a bay terrace mallrat, a thief kleptomaniac, a greenwich village dweller, a make-out slut, a smoker of pot, an adopted latina, a stoop dweller, a total hard ass, a pin cushion (i’ve had like, 11 piercings), a mosher, a friend of vampires, an MTV offices regular, a raver, a lover of anything with synth in it, a mild drug user (e), a cam girl, a blogger, a saucony’s/vans girl, an awesome girlfriend to few, a frequent MTA rider, a south-bronx dweller, a ska-loving skanker, a chick magnet, a  bouncing souls show regular, a high school graduate, a video store clerk/manager, a jackass addict, an ikea addict, a tony hawk pro skater pro, an aimless whitestone stroller, a myspace fan, a graffiti lover, a sparks drinker, a roommate, a loner, a restaurant manager, a toughlover<3, a pet owner, a traveler, a glassjaw addict, a camper, a wifey, a guest list dweller, a mistress, a canvas for a few tattoo artists, a full-time website developer, someone with multi-colour hair, a brooklyn resident, a ranger fan (again<3), a tweeter, and most importantly a (self-destructively/overly loyal) good friend… etc.

which leaves me feeling like i love how all over the place i’ve been, good and bad.
i’ve also been realizing as i get older that NYC is really fucking tiny. and the older i get, the closer the social circles are linked.
(this has been proven many times in the last year…)

AFTER THIS SHIT YEAR IS FINALLY FUCKING OVER…  THE FIRST DAY INTO 2011 WILL BE SPENT WITH TWO OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE (KRISTEN AND GREEK STEVE) oh, andddddddddddd GLASSJAW.

1/1/11 show.

oh! i don’t think i ever posted about this tattoo before…

(feb’08) …i was getting my nails done with my homie sarah down the block from my house, and i went next door to the tattoo shop to have this sketched out.  i had an idea in my head of what i wanted to do with it, but wanted to see script styles first for the two words…  i liked this so much that i just said “fuck it” and got it done after my manicure, lol.  an hour and a shit ton of pain later…  i had this<3 – my second tattoo.

i wish i would have positionally rounded it a little more, but i really love it as is.

i got into gj through my ex’s brother sean a few years ago…  he got me into them through this album (worship and tribute), the first album (everything you ever wanted to know about silence) is my favorite though.

this song got me hooked on them back in the day… w&t<333

i was applying for a job at a radio station and got the position. my first day walking to work, i stopped off in a dunkin donuts. i saw my friend john from high school and gave him a kiss on the cheek to say hello. as i was walking to the door of dunkin donuts, i turned around and he was singing “babe” by glassjaw at/to me.

yeah.

glassjaw played at nassau coliseum (BARF! – home of the islanders)

a) long island kids are the worst &&& b) FUCK the islanders

i took this picture in the bathroom FILLED WITH ISLANDERS COLOURS – i expressed how uncomfortable i felt about it via my face, lol. (not such a flattering picture, i look so fat – haha)

oh yeah, glassjaw was good. but it was a very quick set… quite brilliant.<3

TONIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

this shirt doesn’t exist anymore
the pin is all rusty from being on my bag, surviving rain showers and snow… gross.

i made it for and wore it to the first glassjaw show i went to a few years ago.

can’t wait to have them in front of me again.
feeling it in my feet, on the floor.
filling my eyes, ears and heart with happiness.

too bad i’m not gonna be on the floor

worst.

next saturday!