how did i get here?
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well alrighty! so i’m sure i’m going to get yelled at for putting up this picture, because it’s so not flattering, but it’s adorable. i’m glad it was captured… that was a fun ilya, jess and jen moment in time…

i haven’t really openly spoken about anyone i’ve dated on this website for various reasons… (dramarama!) but this one seems to be different… easier…

i don’t know where this is headed, this whole dating thing has been quite confusing over the last six months. the two idiots i dated/hooked up with earlier in the year fucked me up… one was (what i thought was) a good friend and the other one i can’t even begin to form a label for… :\

“trust is something that comes easy, when you’ve never been a victim” – face to face

haha, deep. but honestly, truth.

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all i wanted to do was finish this brutal mid-week with a 3D horror flick and the date catches a fever…  even worse is that his sister has mono, and we’ve been totally making out for weeks.  ughhhhhhhhhhh.  i’m 27 years old, i can’t get mono now…  shit i avoided all this bullshit when i was a teenager

i have to do sidework for the local tattoo parlor mannnn tonight…  he’s got a printing business or something for shirts and he hit me up.  i really wanted to work on my idea for an op-ivy shirt though

AND now i have to tackle steve tonight, who apparently “wants to have a talk”…  :\

i just want to dye my hair and relax tonight dammit… grrr.

my mothers got this annoying and stupid habit of pussy footing around and implying things instead of just asking direct questions. instead of just asking me if i broke up with steve or not because of course her spidey senses have been tingling, she does that stupid voice and goes “oh where’s steve, doesn’t he usually come over for a while on friday nights?”

my mother doesn’t get the hint that i don’t tell her anything because i never want her stupid reactions or her two cents, and i know “she’s my mother” blah blah blah, i don’t care. we’re not tight on that level, never have been and never will be. i don’t need advice, and when i do want it, i’ll ask for it.

my mother hasn’t dated anyone since 1996, who is she to give me dating advice?
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