i currently weigh 134 lbs. i haven’t weighed this amount or less since 2000 or 2001 when I went on the pill. I could never shake off the extra lbs that shit put on me.

break-up diet
FTW!

delete delete!
doin’ a clean sweep!

i unfollowed your twitter, i deleted your blog url’s, lost you as a contact on flickr, you’re off the buddy list, phone next?

a little immature, i suppose.

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so i feel like “that’s it”… i have no idea. but then i think, i deserve to not even feel like “i have no idea”. you know? what are we, twelve? i mean, take the reigns or whatever the opposite of that is (i’m too scared to even mutter the words?) i mean, i’m not even sure it’s what i want anyways, so why do i feel like this?

does everyone deserve what they desire?
everyone seems to think so, i’m not so sure.

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hot damn, i complain a lot. and i apologize to anyone who reads this blog… i’m just at this weird place in my life and i feel like my life is the movie “groundhog day”.

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my only friend, the end…

of our elaborate plans, the end
of everything that stands, the end
no safety or surprise, the end
i’ll never look into your eyes … again</3

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