that chick jess is truly dazzling http://www.posed-to-death.org Just another WordPress site Sat, 21 Jan 2012 00:10:04 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2 adios http://www.posed-to-death.org/2011/07/23/adios/ http://www.posed-to-death.org/2011/07/23/adios/#comments Sat, 23 Jul 2011 18:50:55 +0000 stujessica http://www.posed-to-death.org/?p=6498 out with the faint, in with the deftones.

http://www.knifeparty.org

there will be no more new posts here, strictly archives.

i can’t believe that i’ve had this domain for 7 years. #rip

:)

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it hurt to pull myself away from the television today, for normal, social activities.

since i’m new to netflix, i’m about to see if it’s there. if not, i’ve noticed it on two channels…  i was watching it on IFC today…

i’m assuming it’s one of those cult followed shows…. and i’ve totally been sucked in.

…enough of this whole website thing, onto my show hunt.

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i got some new ink on the left arm while i was in salt lake citayyyy… (yes, i realize that i need a better picture of her/it…)
she’s kind of large, and brown haired instead of blonde (ew… blondes. also: i just hate yellow ink in my tattoo’s… sorry, donny<3)

most importantly, i FINALLY GOT A DONNY MILLER TATTOO :P

thanks jake! (of the amazing cathedral tattoo)

since she’s taken up so much space with the size of her, i’m committing to a half sleeve. this way i can bring together my existing anchor and the next/last thing planned for the inside of my arm.

then the next and last adventure in tattooing myself: my right thigh. enough talking about it, two years in the making in my noodle…  i must have the fancy ass frame drafted along with the portrait that i have planned.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! :D

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a) because i’d like to forget that night with every fiber of my being, but i can’t…
and b) it happened right before i started using ptd.org again in 2008. (i used this image (me, during the night in question #doublefisting) as the header on the first two layouts.   the DF’ing would explain a lot of my issues that night.)

anyways.

so i had just come home from a vacation in cancun with missy the day before, and i was super amazingly psyched that the bouncing souls were playing ON my birthday.  i mean, they’ve been my favorite band since i was like 16… what are the odds!  …and after an amazing week in mehico with one of my favorite amigas???  WHAT?!  #best

no… #worst

a) first off, the souls played terminal 5. WTF? who booked that venue? we’re at a punk show for fucks sake… there are like three floors total with balcony’s wrapped all around… here…  LOOK… [visual] i thought the crowd sucked. of course i almost got into fights and steve was trying to just calm me down, but i made him leave the crowd it was “that bad”.
b) secondly, i was already drunk and then everyone kept giving me beer. which is usually not a problem, but i hadn’t eaten anything and i was two pitchers and a few shots in. i should NOT have had anymore to drink, and i definitely should not have been double fisting.
c) their set list was fucking awful.
d) it seemed like they didn’t even want to play.
e) greg (the lead singer) broke out a ukelele.
f) he insisted on playing acoustic music (which i can not stand for the most part) with the ukelele.
g) he was playing misfits covers on that ukelele.

drunk jess was NOT having it.

at first i just got pissed off and complainy, but then things took a turn for the worst… i started hysterical crying because “a-g” then all hit me at once.

i felt so let down by my favorite band and then everyone was just trying to make me feel better and i was all “STFU LEAVE ME ALONE” and no one would, lol.  everyone was treating me with kid gloves and i mean, looking back… wtf could anyone really so or do otherwise… but i was just getting uber pissed off that no one would leave me alone. [visual]

i picked a fight with missy about some irrational bullshit and she up and left… i had to go home…. it was ugly.

what was the point of this?

oh right… ukelele’s fucking suck [confirmed earlier today], and should not EVER be mixed in with a punk rock show.

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o_o

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[click on the images to zoom!]

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i remember when i had first heard about how it was going to be made into a movie, i instinctively cringed for a second. i really loved this book. butttt, i was also really curious as to how they would depict heaven. i thought that they wouldn’t be able to pull it off, but honestly – they did. it was gorgeous.

i remember reading the book and crying on the train like an idiot within the first two chapters. i must have looked crazy, but it was so sad. i ended up crying so much more watching the movie than reading the book. marky mark is so good<3 (YES I STILL AND WILL ALWAYS CALL HIM THAT)

if you haven’t already seen the movie, i suggest reading the book first. i mean, usually that’s the case with me, lol. (and i’m sure many people) but seriously, the way i imagined her heaven compared to the movie was really something.

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a) it doesn’t indicate where on the full page of content where the revision is and/or how many instances of it may exist in the page.
b) it turns out it’s a sentence that reads: “We will custom embroider your own items or items you purchased through us.”

THEY COULDN’T HAVE JUST SAID REMOVE THE WORD “OWN”?

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he and a stray cat have become mortal enemies and have battles through the window.

yes, they actually physically go at each other on the glass.

assholes…

i couldn’t fall back to sleep for a good hour after that :(

like, how hard did the outside cat come at oscar that he woke me up? i hope he’s okay because it was loud, lol.

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specifically, i remember there was a baby cow and a mama cow that i had really loved, and i was super worried about them the entire time. they survived the entire thing.

woof, the storm passing was so scary and loud.

Tornados
To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?

To dream that you are in a tornado, means that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control. Your plans will be filled with much complications and you will be met with a series of disappointments.

To see several tornadoes in your dream, represent people around you who are prone to violent outbursts and shifting mood swings. It may also symbolize a volatile situation or relationship.

Cow
To see a cow in your dream, symbolizes your passive and docile nature. You obey others without question. Alternatively, a cow represents maternal instincts or the desire to be cared for. For some cultures, the cow represents divine qualities of fertility, nourishment and motherhood.

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