so i completely didn’t realize that taking back sunday put out an album last year… i was checking to see if they were on tour – because i want to see them again and stumbled upon it… hmm. so i started going through the tracks on youtube. here’s what i realized….

i have a deep seeded fear and horrible anxiety whenever newly released albums by my favorite bands are about to launch… but especially the bouncing souls, glassjaw (lol) or tbs. i fear that they are going to be LE SUCK.

…and tbs has made this fear a reality.

i went through the entire thing and only like two songs

they were on such a roll.

i had a dream last night that someone was talking to me about the rangers salute and i told them that it gives me goosebumps…  aww<3 i can’t wait.  ONE MORE MONTHHHHHHH.

dear people of flickr (and the rest of the don’t-steal-my-shit-people),

please end the attempts to protect your pictures online – people can save them anyways.  what i do (if you don’t know how to already) is read the source code, get the image url and copy and paste it into the browser.  so i can just browse right to it.  now, i know most people suck – and people are just trying to claim your work as their own – i don’t do that.  i even give credit when i can…  but if you don’t want it being taken, don’t put it out there.  it’s just the nature of the beast.  plus, how else do you think all the tumblr people survive? duh.

i mean, you could watermark i suppose…  but it’s super easy to blur/rubber stamp and blend…

anyways! there are always ways around your “don’t steal” things.  that also goes for the “no right click” people…  not only can people screen shot your stuff, but you can also simply disable javascript and have a free for all…  (oh come on, the majority of these people don’t even own the shit on their websites anyways…)

gosh, you would think that having to take the extra step would deter one from doing such awful things, but no…  it doesn’t. it’ll never discourage anyone… not me, or anyone else in the millions of other online image embracing people, lol.

i know it’s annoying, and a hard idea to really grasp – i’m sure it might even enrage  you – but the truth is…  your shit isn’t safe, and it never will be…  just save everyone the trouble of the next step, and just stop the protecting, it’s just silly.

sorry i’m the one that has to break the news if you didn’t know – but look at it this way, as well as supplying the world – you’re also “inspiring” people! i collage a lot, so that’s why i do it…

love, the web nerd.

some stupid scrawny, yuppie, white asshole cut me in line at starbucks after cock blocking the fruit/fridge  and then stands there chatting with the cashier about where they import their pumpkin scones from – i told him my grandmother made them…  move it along you stupid fuck.

lol, i guess i’m cranky in the mornings?

i found these two artists today – loveeeeeee their stuff – here’s a few of my favorites

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is it terrible of me that after watching this commercial, i instantly thought that it was finally karma biting her in the ass FOR HER FUCKING WITH EVERY MSCL FANS EMOTIONS BY ABRUPTLY NOT FILMING IT ANYMORE AND LEAVING US ALL EMPTY AND SCARRED?

:x

…turd.

imagine dating someone for years, and they never admit to it…  isn’t that disrespectful, strange, shady?

i know someone that does that…  and puts up with it…
i’m guessing because they’re in love!!!  i mean :cough: has zero self esteem…

i laugh at it.

imagine that person that never admits to it calls their ex on the sly, cheats, talks shit about you while you’re not there…

oh, that happens, too.

aside from complaining about her with someone that she thinks is a friend, i haven’t thought about her until i was googling someones picture today and found a picture of her.

glad she was cut from my team.

i bet she’s STILL talking shit about me…  especially seeing as that her friend is dating my ex…

:rolls eyes:

i still always get the last laugh, miserable girl.

so i’ve had eye floaters since i was like, seven…  they’re annoying as fuck but i could have worse problems with my eyes…  so when i started working at my job (about 5 months in), i had to get glasses because my eyes couldn’t focus on things far away…  since then – i’m supposed to use them when i’m at the computer, and i try to as often as possible – but i usually only do when i have a headache or if they’re straining…  not good.

anyways for the last hour, i’ve been sitting here at work thinking i was seeing flashes of light and freaking out about it – so of course i started googling about it and it’s common in people with eye floaters to have flashes – something about something pulling at the retina or something – either way: AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

well after freaking myself out reading all of this caca, i realized that since it’s getting later in the year that the sun is going down earlier and it was just the stupid sun peering through and between the shades here… i’m an idiot.

as cool of an idea as custom painted vans are – it’s ridiculous what these people are charging for them… a few years ago – i came across “choose your shoes“…  i saw zombie feet and quickly followed to see what else they had to offer…  (of course it’s only crap slip-ons #hate!)

anyways, my co-worker jen was looking for a cool, unique and artsy birthday present for her super rad 11 year old and i instantly thought of choose your shoes and sent her the link – i never researched how much a pair was, and she was saying she wasn’t aiming to spend that much…  isn’t that a shame? now her daughter doesn’t have a pair of cool one-of-a-kind shoes all because of the ridiculous pricing that comes along with an original idea…  hmmph.

i get that it’s someones art and all, and it’s custom, and i do think it’s great and these people are talented…  but let’s think about who the product is being projected to/at…  teenagers and twenty-something’s mostly…  so why are they $175?  i’m sorry, but it’s absurd!  even if the vans are $50, why should it come to more than $100? …of course it would be better to sell 2 pairs at $200 but the odds of kids spending that money is not likely – you’ve gotta ensure that they keep coming back for more…  at least it’d be closer to guarantee that they’d be moving instead of no order…

silly, greedy people…

well anyways, i was researching a bit and it came down to me finding a few – but two other good ones like it that should be considered – i found:

Bbee Shoes on etsy where you can pay $145 – still steep, but it’s still $30 cheaper than choose your shoes

and TKDeal – which has things set to a totally realistic price range – they sell set styles as well as doing custom orders.

it’s hard to not sound cliché while saying this, but i’d love to be friends after the fact…
i know that i don’t deserve it…

(but in case you’re reading this…)
i miss you<3

when i’m showering or bathing, oscar sits in the bathroom with me.  usually on top of the closed toilet cover…  and then when i’m finished taking  a shower or a bath, oscar loves going into the tub. he just sits there for a while…   i think until the air isn’t warm any longer…  he sits and stares at the drain or he sits and watches the water dripping.  it’s really cute – he tilts his head while he does either, as if he’s trying to figure it all out.

i guess it’s his “deep time”, lol.

this website honestly brightens up my life every time i run into it…  sometimes i forget it exists…  but when i come back to it…  best.

here are some gems that made me lulzzzzzz this morning:

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my (other) SLC HOMIE<3

miss bee is in nyc or the week! we greenpoint’d it up tonight – had some drinks and pizza’s – lots of laughs and ridiculousness! – oooooooooh! this weekends gonna be funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

(check out the knockers on these bitches :jealous: lol)

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed on the lips?
barely

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so without getting too into detail about my experiences with twilight (the movie series), let me just recap for you VERY quickly about how and why this came about (again, in case you missed it the first time.)

heard about the book > went to buy it and saw it in the teen drama section (uhhhh okay no) > twilight movie comes out (HELLA FRANCHISED like omgz …no.) > be cool – ignore! – whatevz, who cares > two years later and one month ago – erica has the first one on via in demand > watched it, loved it > went home, ordered the second one on ppv > waited until the last second to go see eclipse, then it was only playing in one theater in queens (near my house) – now, this was tonight…

the theater was empty when we got there – just the two of us, so i was going to take a picture of lonely erica all alone in the empty theater… i started climbing over the seat in front of me and stopped for some reason – just kinda sat there for a second and when i looked up, a huge black dude walked in and saw me straddling it. it was like deer in headlights type of shit… i looked up at him, and for some reason i blurted out “ummmm… i can’t even come up with a good explanation for this” at/to him. he cocked his eyebrow and let out a sexual grunt. i just sat down and we were hysterical laughing.

fall is coming… need new fall kicks

along with my creepers/moccasins – i think these are going to be lined up for me as well…

i need another pair of plaid vans so badly – i miss mine
i had a pair of old skools that sort of looked like the above, but they were…  well…  old skools, lol – with white laces and a white vans stripe…  they were my favorite.   i even bought them like three times over a period of almost ten years to ensure i’d always have a pair!  …then like an idiot, i wore them on a snow day and they got a little musty.  i can’t remember if sophies mother threw them out or if i threw them out because of it.  either way, by then, vans had stopped making them and it has left me heart broken.

one of the only pictures i have of them: (and you can barely see them…)
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last week i had a beavis & butthead marathon – and so much of it is so amazingly funny…
but this had me laughing so hard i was in tears…

at 3:15 – the way his head goes back….. i lost it.

also: i have no idea why the damn thing is backwards, maybe it was the way it was ripped or whatever?  anyways, enjoy.

friday was the friday the 13th special at three kings, but unfortunately it was too busy for us to get tatted up…  i got out of work at 4, but apparently that still wasn’t early enough.  i went home to shower quickly and steve picked me up and then we scooped up jes and co. and shuffled over there…

we waited for four stinkin’ hours and never got in for our ink – but we all had a really good time either way, just laughin’ it up together for a while…  and it wasn’t so nasty hot out either…  the only unbearable thing was that i had to pee the entire time…  ugh, now the next friday the 13th won’t be until next may…  guess next time i’m going to take the day off instead of leaving “early”…  i really wanted this tattoo, man…  it was a pair of hands, cut at the wrist with blood dripping holding up the middle finger for the 1 and three fingers on the other hand for the 3 to make the 13…  it would have looked so cute next to my misfits skull…  

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while i was walking to my local dunkin donuts today, i was crossing the street and as soon as i hit the corner of the next curb, two cars got into an accident behind me. i had my music on very loud, so whatever i thought i heard, i didn’t think to seriously about.. but then people in front of me were gathering and looking behind me, so i figured something must have happened… but i kept going. i only saw it on the way back.

shit, i could have been hit by a car today…
it’s a good thing i walk quickly.

my monitor at home went kaput! and my computer is from like 2006? it was on the way out, so i ordered a new computer but it’s not shipping out until the 17th

-______-

so yeah, i haven’t been and won’t be posting much until then. i really don’t like using my website here at work. i don’t stray far from what i’m actually supposed to do… aside from le twitter – because it’s docked in my firefox status bar (all day/erryday) – i have good work ethic!

i bought this little jammy (in the dark orange colour):
yeah, it’s a dell… but i had credit with them, so i went with them again. the specs seem awesome and it’s small and cute… i wanted to get two monitors but went with a 24″ instead… i read good reviews about it so far… my boss called it “the pretty computer” as opposed to the fast beast he was trying to build for me, lol. i think it suits its purpose here, i didnt need anything too crazy.


i’m such a sucker for cute shit… too bad they got rid of the wood paneled one that i really wanted

worst.

it’s currently 3PM… i’ve taken 4 tylenol since 10AM and it’s sort of, just kicking in now?
WHAT. THE. FUCK.

#NOREALLYWTF

yesterday: love actually > shaun of the dead
#theUK

today: goonies > kindergarten cop
#astoriaoregon

why does the cat always pooh right after i clean out the box?

what an a-hole -____-

so saturdays that i actually have to myself, doing nothing much… i make it a point to walk down to my dunkin donuts and get myself an iced latte… on the way there, there is a motorcycle repair shop and there are always random bikers that comment on:

• my hair
• my tattoos
• my piercings

and i get the occasional “gorgeous” or “god bless you”.

i also get the follow-up “smile, gorgeous” or “put a smile on that face” quite often… rather annoying because it leads me to believe that i must look miserable when i walk around? i get that smile thing all the time… come to think of it, most recently, on monday on my way to bayside on the LIRR – the ticket taker said that when i boarded.

#worst

…the stupid shit i like about/on d00dz that gets the juices flowin’…

• cuts in eyebrows
• dark brown/black eyes
• hardcore hats
• vans or sambas
• big into new wave and/or punk (esp. misfits/souls)
• chops
• foreign accents
• boys that stand at my height
• bandanas
• ceasar cuts
• can quote the same movies as me
• dark hair/green eyes
• LATINOS and italian boys
• boys that skateboard

contrary to possible (probable) assumption:
boys with tattoos do absolutely NOTHING for me.
i mean, if they’re there… whatever… not bitchin’ – but that doesn’t get me swoonin’.

i want one in every colourrrrrrrrr! (cupcake case)

no really, this happened. and then didn’t.

i can’t wait til i own an apartment or a home (perhaps even involving kids) so that i can start concentrating on amazingly fun, creative projects… (this is so nifty!)